I was waiting to blog for when I had some sort of big news to report about, and now I have it.

The scene: Ryan is sitting in his room playing Diablo II, trying to level up his sorceress so that she can go take names with Durial. Enter the mother:

Mom: Look what Greg got me!

*flashes a big fancy diamond ring with gold band*

Ryan: Wow, thats really nice!

Mom: Yes, aren’t you happy for me?

Ryan: I think any woman who gets a diamond ring would be happy.

Mom: …..Thats it?

Ryan: Mom, you do get a lot of rings…..how is this one different?

Mom: Look again Ryan.

*Ryan looks*

Ryan: Looks like a diamond ring to me.

Mom: Don’t look at the ring, look at my hand!

*Ryan looks at hand…..and almost faints*

Greg proposed to my mother this morning. And I think she accepted.

WOAH THE FUCK WOAH! How can you do this to me at fucking 11:30 in the morning? Of course I’m not going to be like OMFG CONGRADULATIONS, I’m still groggy and not through my second cup of coffee yet!

Even worse, my mother is already on stress leave and now Greg just comes out and does this? What the fuck!

And I just talked to her again, and its a definite proposal. Can I even deal with this right now? Probably not. This whole thing just re-itterates the fact that I’m super lonley. Ugh.

Like, I guess its a good thing that this is happening, but my mom and Greg do kind of fight alot…..and its just weird. And even though they’ve been living together for like what, 6 years now? It always felt good that they were never married and I don’t know why. Now this thing puts a whole uneasy feeling in my stomach, and I just don’t like it.

And you know when they say that you have to prepare for big news? And most people don’t believe it? I definetly was not prepared for this at all, and I’m just left effing dumbstruck. This just adds to the plate of shit I have to deal with.

I’d write more about dancing and work and shit, but I really don’t feel like it.

Till next post…..